Tell you about myself so you can get a picture that is clear.
In the night I whisper my soul into your ear.
Soon as the words leave my lips into the air they disappear.
Nothing I said was understood or even heard.
I tend to believe that others value someone’s words.
I can be certain or sure but the truth is I am insecure.
It’s hard to find clarity in the dark.
Truth is I’m a broken man with a broken heart.
Tell me that you are there for me and always a friend.
You tell me I am making you late now another day is spent.
There use to be love here I wonder where it went.
I tell you I love you and that’s exactly what I meant.
Tell me you love me but I know that you don’t.
No point in asking for an apology because I know that you won’t.
I try to get you to see that I am not anything like what you make me out to be.
Yes I know that you hate me and want me to leave.
It doesn’t matter what I left behind.
It only matters how much of me you keep.
Another cold night and I know that without you I will be getting no sleep.
I long for your time.
I hurt for your attention.
I can read between the lines and I see your intentions.
You only want me to carry your burdens.
Treat me like I am nothing.
Tell me I was worthless.
I ask you for a little bit of love and you tell me I don’t deserve it.
Unworthy and abusive is how you portray me.
Music to your ears when like a fiddle you play me.
First hand account of the pain you inflict.
I see you and the way you make the switch.
It is all very ugly and it makes me sick.
You will deny any wrong doing saying that I don’t know you.
Just take a listen I’ll show you how much I know you.
I feel it every night that I hold you.
Just be the old you.
I miss you I love you I told you.
I told you. I told you. I told you
– Jose Serrano