Is anyone out there

Sometimes there is a hurricane of feelings behind the eyes that
You all see. A storm of thought that only leads to the destruction of everything before it, and in front of it. I try to adjust. Sometimes I feel that I spare many, but few understand that if I unleash what I hold back than there would be nothing left. It would consume you. It would level you and lay waste to you. So I sacrifice myself and hold onto what’s mine, and let it utterly destroy me.

Is anyone out there?

Jose Serrano